7/02/01

I'm sitting here, dumbfounded. I have possibly just seen the greatest movie of 2000 - Unbreakable. Who would have known that comics could be interpeted into a real-world concept that made sense.

So I suppose my Costco trip did have a good point, after all.

6/25/01

"And who shall lay a hand upon me/for he will follow and never die."
-Ikon - King of Terror

I'm going to Vegas. Fuck ya'll motherfuckers.

03/27/01

She brandishes a cigarette at me. She might have said something, the music was loud. I follow her outside.

"Hi"

"Hi"

I'm hoping things will be back to normal. That's a good start. At least she's still speaking to me.

03/26/01

(In no particular order, these are from the last few days. Is amusing, no?) Quotes!:

"...Have decided we should be dating."

"He didnt want to upset you."

"Is it fucking worth what you've done to me?" "I don't know." "How...can...you...not...know? It might not even be worth it?!"

"Luis! Didja want to go to karoke?"

"Wipe down the vinyl!"

"So then I tried to explain that I don't have aggression issues...I don't think she believed me."

"I've had this recurring nightmare. It's called EBM. It happens every Monday."

03/20/01

"If you go to Z'ha'dum...You will die." - Ambassador Kosh Naranek of Babylon 5

God, I'm sorry.

Well and truly. I'm never wrong. Until now.

I do have something left to lose.

*beats head against monitor*

Don't go?

03/19/01

Well. It all does spiral downward, dunnit? Maybe Trent had something there.

So after a Circus party, I found myself for the first time -really- wondering 'what the hell has happened to me?'

More than my usual boy meets girl - boy dates girl - boy tries to figure out what the hell went wrong. and you know what? I realised something...wonderful.

I have nothing left to lose.

So with that, I wish M & J the best. Fuck you both. I'm done. I have better things to do than fret over...this.

Saw hockey yesterday (Sharks vs Detroit. Detroit won 6-4. But damn. That was a good game.) with the pretty girl. Watched T2. And, whats more, I enjoyed it. I think i'm re-asserting who I am. It's about bloody time, methinks.

03/14/01

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03/13/01

"If I love you/will you stay?/If I hate you/How can I live this way?" - Ikon - Camouflage Heart

Oh my fucking god. Can't wait to see if I fuck this one up bad. Hope is evil. 'Specially when it comes crashing out of nowhere.

Obsevation: Some people should be more careful with what they have visible.

03/11/01

"...Don't ask me/if this party's real or not/whatever I say/will just be proven wrong" - The KLF - 'Kylie Said to Jason'

Played a 2500 point 40K game. Won by 300 VPs or so. Dark Angels vs Chaos. It was pretty cool, it's the first time in awhile that i had a plan and the plan panned out. I more or less acted, instead of reacted. Although, the amount of lame dice I rolled in the first couple turns had me -incredibly- upset and annoyed. Fortunately the dice favored me after Turn 3, so I was much happier.

D is in my lap. He says 'Stop typing and give me love, punk'. For those of you who dont know, D [Vampire Hunter D, but everyone just calls him D] is my cat. He's dark brown/almost black and weighs...gosh, probably 10-13 pounds. And purrs very loud. And likes to sit right in front of the speakers if i'm playing Ministry really loud. He's insane.

Hmmm, what an intresting weekend I've had. I got to see Chyna and Jalene.

Annoyingly, the Sharks lost to Nashville. And even more annoying, the Flyers lost to New Jersey.Whatever.

Warning - Tangent:
As I've wandered through the years I find that possibly the single most influential person in my life has been Jalene, She's been there for most of the truly Bad Things, and a great deal of the Good Things as well. And hell, when i start getting 'questionable' she usually pops out long enough to set me straight. It's nice to have a concience. We love Jalene.

And Chyna? Chyna is the girl with the Beautiful Eyes. Read Armor? No? Go get it. The person with the name of 'Eyes'. Thats what I think of.

03/09/01

"...I'm guided by stars/But lost on the trail" - Ikon - 'An Act of Fate'

J came by yesterday. She had to work in SF today, so I went out of my way to make it easier for her. We also watched The Art of War. She left so bloody early that I vaguely think it's like she didn't come by at all. Really, we didnt speak much before the movie, watched the movie, then sat around after the movie. We havent really talked for something like a month, and we still couldnt say anything. This leads me to some intresting conclusions:

1) It's probably a good thing that it's over.
or
2) It would have all gone to hell anyway, and it's utterly beyond my control.

Both of which annoy me.

03/05/01

Started Armor again. Is that a bad sign?

03/01/01

It's been awhile since i've done any writing for people to read, and my head is starting to become a bit...cluttered...so I thought I'd crunch some stuff out. I still believe that no one actually reads this stuff. Naive? Maybe so.